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01 January 2010 @ 09:50 pm

cheap alcohol and drunken hysteria. Friends crying over my apparent problem, laughing about the insanity of it later. Peeing showers, throwing up in sinks, finding out your apparent enemies can be some of your truest friends. Being helped by someone I NEVER though I would talk to again.
No Kisses, to me, it was better this way. Awsome countdown, numbness......... on my face. pfft. Guys I don't remember hitting on me, then both my friends. Drunk driving, sleeping on peed blankets, no sleep, waking up to the sound of my friend's mother and sister's drunken fighitng.. about me, and well... her boyfriend and sex. WTF? no comment. Laughs and smiles and I love you's and reconnecting with old friends = best night ever <3

Happy Fucking New Years.
2010 is arlready better, as strange as that would sound from what I've said above.
Me and my friends have sick sick, humor.
30 December 2009 @ 11:15 am

be happy.

hah, don't worry, I was just kidding.

my new year's resolution........ is that you recognize me. But I can't help believe it..Collapse )
25 December 2009 @ 02:59 am
currently 11: 54 pm in sunny, sunny southern California.
no snow as of yet.

well, just thought that I should inform you that after the world's most disgusting all day/night binge, I am writing from my brand new and shiny mini laptop, accompanied by the almost-matching red laptop case given to me for Christmas.

All presents were open, one more left for tommorow, and I find myself with the question; now what?

Christmas is almost over, basically.. at least for me, And in the midst of the 450 dollar mini laptop and the diamon encrusted watch I received, the only remote joy I found in was the spoons tournament I embarrassingly lost after being fiercely competitive, and the time spent talking to my dear cousins.

sigh.......... I'm too young to feel this old.

saddest part: my most precious present was one given by my cousin Kyle: a copy of The Great Gatsby, the cost? only 25 dollars. I swear, I almost cried when I opened it. 

bless him, he was the only one that got me something on my very well thought-out Christmas List, which apparently, no one though to give any consideration to.

Good to know no one listens to the things I say.

family knows me better than I do right?
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